I’ve tried all 50 ways (and then some) to leave my lover and I know every step I take he’ll be watching me.
List making is usually a comforting and stress-relieving activity for me but today it is ripping my entrails apart. For legal purposes, I must make several lists in regards to activities that have transpired over the past 2 years about my ex-lover who has taken up a grand crusade of stalking after my much lamented history of trying to escape his domestic abuse (physical and otherwise).
There is no button I can press to “block” him (as so many doctors, lawyers, therapists, police officers, friends, and family members have suggested) as proven in this list of devices he has used to try and communicate with me.
1. Email # 1
2. Email # 2
10. Bareback City
11. Nasty Kink Pigs
12. Chem Pigs
19. Cellphone # 1 (SMS and Calls)
20. Cellphone # 2 (SMS and Calls)
23. Live in Person
I use a lot of social media as a primary resource for my work as an artist – I would be a helpless and hopeless Satirist if I were to change any of the courses of my normal daily activities – that, as defined by law (in Germany and USA) is the primary function of stalking: to interrupt the opportunity for another person to live a normal life.